I’ve masturbated while my husband slept next to me, and I am secretly dying for him to catch me when I do it again.

Don’t get me wrong, I have a wonderful sex life. In fact, it’s never been bad from what I can recall. The reason for this grand sex life is because I promised myself one thing long before I started having sex, or got all of my tips from Cosmo magazines and pornos; I promised myself always to have an orgasm no matter what.

This promise kept me sexually satisfied. From the beginning of my sexual exploration, I have always had great sex to the point that I didn’t even know what lousy sex was.

Now you are probably wondering if your sex life is so great why did you masturbate while your husband slept next to you?

My dear reader, the answer is because I’ve always loved the thrill of getting caught.

32649492226_ee4fd93035_z
Photo Credit Flickr,

My kink: There is something about the energy a man gives off when he feels like he isn’t good enough to satisfy you. Call me a narcissist or whatever selfish sexual person I am. My kink has taught me through selfish ways, making myself or a sexual partner feel as if I’m insatiable, keeps my juices flowing.

Masturbating next to my sleeping husband has probably made me a better lover. I have a secret that he doesn’t know about, and I’m building up my orgasm until the day he finds out.

The way I masturbate next to him is similar to a teenager who doesn’t want to get busted by their parents, catching them in the act.

I am quiet, my strokes are subtle, and I only allow myself to orgasm sometimes. It makes me crave him.

As sex blogger Pink Lotus Bud said in a recent post, ” The more I was masturbating, the more I craved human touch, the more I’d wish someone was enjoying the sexual experience alongside me.”

Although my husband is near, every time he shifts in his sleep, I’m dying for him to wake up and catch me. As he lies, next to me, I get that feeling of wanting something I can’t have.

My husband and I have sex almost every night, and I’ve mastered controlling my orgasm due to how much I masturbate.

He knows I masturbate, but he doesn’t know when. I’ve tried telling him the time, but his reaction of feeling as if he wasn’t good enough turned me on, so I decided to let him figure out a way to catch me in the act.

My little secret has made my one-on-one sessions even more intense because he can wake up at any given moment and find me going to town on my vulva.

I never know when he’ll wake up. To keep me going, I fantasize about him, pinning me down and sliding his penis inside of me.

Sometimes when he holds me as I’m massaging my clit and vulva, I beg him in my mind to caress a nipple or brush his hand across my breast. I’ve learned not getting what I want and internally begging for something, or someone sets my body on fire.

Screen Shot 2018-06-07 at 12.26.52 PM
Photo Credit: Evolve and Ascend

Once he catches me, we would probably try masturbating together. We have yet to watch each other do it.

As a sex blogger, The “O” Box suggested in a Masturbation Monday Post, “Masturbating together can be a fun activity to throw into your regular repertoire.”

It might seem as if I’m torturing myself, but as I said before, the thought of getting caught turns me on. One day I’ll probably tell him, I know once I do, he’s going to sex me hard and passionately, but until then, this is my “secret” that keeps me pleased and smiling all the time.

Masturbating also helps me understand this ever-changing body of mine. I’ve learned that while I like having fast sex, teasing my cunt, and taking my time to get to know her actually leads me to very powerful orgasms.

I know I’m not the only one that does something sexually satisfying without my partner knowing about it.

What are some things you do to please yourself sexually that your partner is unaware of?

Ā© 2018. Krystle In Bed. All Rights Reserved.

 

Advertisements

12 thoughts on “Masturbating Next To My Sleeping Husband

  1. I used to do this in my previous marriage but it was done out of anger and frustration as much as anything but I used to enjoy the way it made me feel, powerful and naughty at the same time

    Mollyx

  2. I know my wife does it when she reads her dirty stories but I can never catch her! Iā€™m convinced she does it ninja style.

Leave a Reply

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.